People people people, every where you go, there are people. The moment you step out of your home, you are placed on an invisible stage, every single move you make is being watched. Reviews are constantly being thrown at you in the minds of your "audience", if you know what I mean. The mundane things we do on such a regular basis can sometimes make us restless. People though wonderful creatures, can fail you sometimes, and that is the instability of relying on them. One moment you love them and the next, you have to hide in the toilet to pray that you can forgive them and stop yourself from throwing whatever is beyond your reach at them, including words unmentionable. Sometimes I feel so stifled it almost feels like I could choke on air.
So I asked You, " how do I live this life for You without being swallowed by the mundanes of daily routine?" And felt you telling me that the key is Focus. Who am I performing for on this invisible stage? You or men.
Practically, I need to set goals as milestones to achieving the dreams and visions You put in me. With that, I have a sense of purpose and direction and thus thru constant evaluation and monitoring, I know where I am heading and where I am at the moment. At least I know I am moving and not stagnant, which in essence, helps rid of the feeling of restlessness coz I know I am truly doing something and not floating along with the tides of time and doing the same thing over and over again. I am a visionary, only with goals, visions, dreams and a map, I am then driven to live life to the fullest. I need to do it and not procrastinate anymore, I desperately need a road plan and You as my compass. There is a liberty in performing when I am performing for only one audience: You. Help me do that everyday.
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