Sunday, June 15, 2008

Lost but found again



Imagine living in a house like this, snuggled up in a cosy armchair by the windowsill, reading a fiction romance novel or a non fiction book on the Holy Spirit.... Seeking You.... Taking a boat ride out on a breezy evening.... Talking to You... Pure ecstasy.... Divine peace
I realised one thing and that is every time I try to do things on my own and refused to listen to You, I will end up regretting. Truly, unless I am walking in Your will, I will not experience the peace my soul so desperately needs.... The moment I decide to let go of my stubborness and surrender all to You, I feel free. The vacuum inside that I try so hard to fill everyday with different things can never be filled up unless it's filled by You. Relationships with people, Boy Girl Relationships, Material things, Work etc, all these are important, but if I try to use them to fill that gap deep inside, it will be a neverending effort that will work out to nothingness. My value should not be based on external things but on my identity in You. I am Yours and what can be more valuable than that. Help me see me the way You see me.....

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