Sunday, June 8, 2008

Just another chapter - The invisible woman


In the mood for some jazz and junk food, which incidentally doesn't exactly compliment each other but what the heck, just go with the flow of my emotions. Talking of which, my emotions, has been fluctuating with the likes of the US market recently. If my emotions were to be compared to vocal range, it would probably be in the likes of diva status,either plunging to the depths of Bing Crosby or reaching the heights of Joan Sutherland. Guess I should consider enrolling my emotions in a singing competition... Imagine:The winner of Singapore Alternative Idol 2008 is... Drum Rolls.. Janice Yeo's Emotions! Ha!!!!! Well, imagination aside, back to reality, yes, the target of which my emotions is geared towards is another one of those mind-boggling human trigger. Thoughts like "What is going to happen to his future?Should we still keep in contact?Can i bring him out of the world he had no choice but to be borne into?Does he even know the extend to which i care?Why has he been allowed into my world? Why hasn't he replied me?" have been swirling through my mind these few days. Well, i know these thoughts probably originated from my flesh but hey I am only human...
Yes, I have prayed and every time I asked God to give some signs if He still wants me to keep in contact with him and to be the one to point him to God and to play a role of influence in his life, the signs will come. But the thing is I feel something for him. Maybe it's compassion in its purest form, I dunno. What would Jesus have done? Guess I will have to spend more time with God. I know He will provide the best solution and make things happen! :)



I would love to perform this song one day!

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